scared
Journal Entry: Fri Sep 28, 2007, 7:01 AM
- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: bridge over troubled water
- Reading: of mice and men - a weak story about weak men
- Drinking: Johnson's Holiday Skin moisturiser
Hahaha yes. Life is fan-fucking-tastic. Well, not the fucking bit. That doesn't happen. But life is great at the moment. Making money, going out with friends, i work at a job i like, i get alot of exercise. So just be happy already!
At my wedding I'm going to have the Dandy Warhols' 'Bohemian Like You' playing. I like that song. I also need a shower before work tomorrow.
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You know (yes you - me, sophie?, yes you!), every girl I consider to be my friend - all five of them, have boyfriends - and long term boyfreinds too. ali and pete, lauren and steve, amber and anthony, kylie and daniel, and elizabeth and jonathan. And you know what else Sophie? I don't know a girl who doesn't have a boyfriend. Except you.
And you know what the worst part is - you don't even want one. Its so pathetic. What if Phil from Philosphy asks you out? Well, he won't so its ok, you don't have to worry. BUT, if he did, you'd say 'yes'. And then we would be back to square -4.
Sophie, I say this for your own good. Figure out a person to be, and be HER. Just choose a personality. Make a decision and stick to it. Life would be more interesting and less scary.
Mesmerized
Content
Crazy
Optimism
